How to stop feeling sorry for yourself? PLS, Somebody answer and help!!!!?

The lottery is a bad idea, first of all. You need to find someone to talk to, get a job, and just try to move on. Things might not be back to "normal", but you should feel better by then, and your life will be kinda back together. Lots of guys are jerks, you got screwed over, you need try to move on.